♥ Rawr....life does suprise!

so.

my first post for the month of april. the no-good-for-nothing month. why? because its the month of no holidays in sight. really sorry for any long delay, if there's any reader at all. it seems that i have lost touch of what i had before. the touch of alphabets, words, sentences, paragraphs, well everything. you know, im trying my best.

things has been going pretty hectic for me. whats with day time works and underground meetings all jumbled up together in my routines. what? underground meetings you asked? something we are working for, for our future. in fact, the underground meeting this sunday? i haven't a least bit prepare. god please help me.

i've been trying to find something for his big day. buying something for a guy is really a big headache for me. guys are so lucky, because buying things for girls are so easy these days, with pretty little things all decorated around gift shops, you can find absolutely anything that pleases a girl. no wonder girls are getting more pampered and materialistic nowadays. but it's not the case with guys. sigh. im thinking something that stands out. something that he wont ever buy for himself. something that will give himself a statement. something that he will be proud of. something that also, blows my account. *rolleyes* oh! maybe i can get........

hmmm... never mind, let me scurry back to my research again.


don't you just think vintage design is ♥? it's double the ♥♥ even more when it's back in the 40's. im so in love with all things vintage.

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the story started way back during our uni days. at that time, i barely even know him, well yes, i know he does exist, but thats all. then gaming online was a trend during those days, i was hooked up to a game called MapleStory. and that's where i started to know him more. mostly of our times are chatting together, either on game or even on ym. i find him really funny. i guess i was attracted to his huge sense of humour, and that he was able to make me laugh all the time. we will greet each other normally when we met coincidently around the uni. and that was, just that. nothing else. but we got more closer and knowing each other more than before. friends started to feel suspicious of us, but i just rolled my eyes and said come on, we are just friends. all could think of at that time was, we cant be together. these was 2 years back.

we graduated. we started to find our own jobs. and he, started asking me out. i was surprise, and happy of course, but all i thought was just a simple meeting up with a friend kind of outing, nothing more. so i agreed for a movie. and i remember. it was pirates of the carribeans. friends started to quiz me again, and saying that this are more than just friends. i was ignorant. i told them it can't be, after all...im just an ordinary girl. we went out together for 3 months. as friends. and we got much much closer. and i cant explain to myself, that i got excited whenever the weekends are coming, because that's when we will be going out for a movie. normally on saturdays. soon, things became a habit. and all these was a year ago.

and today, its already a year since we've been together. darling, i can't tell how much happy i am to be with you. you have made every single thing in my life to be so beautiful. we have our moments of sweetness, moments of sulks(yes i know..=p) moments of happiness, moments of fights. but all these are what made me feel loved, by you. you have been the best thing that have ever happened to me in my life. i know sometimes im being selfish and ignorant, but you've put up with my tempers and sulks, and always comforted me soothingly. you have given me lots of love and tender moments that i wont trade for anything. thanks for being there for me, and thanks for being particularly patience with me when im being too irrelevant. i love u so much.

happy anniversary darling.

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