♥ Rawr....life does suprise!

'aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~'

*scratches head* yes. i have practically bugged everyone on my ym with this. i cant help it. i need to release it somewhere. hehehehe sorry la guys, but i know u guys are the best in relieving my tensions =D i love it when you all replied or layan my message, which makes my miserable overtime a happier time for me! friends are the best. dont you think so? heehee

love u guys! muacks!


one more time ya...

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

Labels: Pulling Hair, Rants and Rambles

Horoscope for the day.




"Someone may want to be encouraging to you, but you might not receive the message correctly. Don't mistake silence for negativity. If you aren't sure what others are thinking, just ask them outright. But remember that everyone has conflicting motives now, so the advice you get could be more confusing than practical. Be patient; clarity will return in the next couple of days.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 "




how true are thou are.

Labels: Life, Rants and Rambles, Reality Do Bites

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrdy flu is attacking me again! i've been sneezing non-stop since last night and people have been looking at me with weird stares in the lrt. just because im the one making those loud noises...sigh...sorry la...cannot control (and if i do control..my face will be looking like someone who is holding shit in her ass..and then it will add the doubles of weird stares)...what to do =( my nose is soooo runny that i feel like plucking my nose right out of my face! seriously! *sobs* see! my goo is gooing out from my nose again! wheres my tissue....arghhh wheres my tissue ah????? *frantically searching for tissue over mountains of used tissues* why am i always sick wan =(

any well known home made remedy to calm my nose for a bit? i only know one though, the traditional drink of hot honey with lemon.

please pretty please? *sobs sobs*

Labels: Rants and Rambles, Reality Do Bites

What am i doing here?

im suppose to be doing great things. im suppose to get things done. im suppose to be proud of myself. im suppose to make something out of ordinary. all these has been making me feeling frustrated. i listen to too much crap. i minded everyone's view about me.

every now and then, i've been seeing myself in another world. where the sky is so blue and the grass is greener than everything else. clutching my own worn jacket, sipping my own caramel macchiato, talking with friendly neighborhood people, working and serving people with a smile, and doing the simple daily life tasks. i do love my life now, but sometimes i would catch a glimpse of another world of another me, and me, in reality, looking longingly at it.

i wish to let go everything, leave everything behind, pack up and go along the road that stretches continuously...

Labels: Rants and Rambles

Cold morning. 6:45am. woke up. feeling tired and cold. tried to snooze a little, but to no avail. grey sky. very gloomy indeed. where is the blue sky that was shining like an amour yesterday? had a cold shower. the water is freezing cold. but it perks me up. phua chu kang is on the radio again. doing his daily calls on the breakfast show of mix fm. he lightens up the mood. doing what's his best of, making craps.

went to work. saw lots of people on the station. all walks of life. different faces. different jackets. different bags. different glasses. office people. cleaning lady. traveling people. students loafing around. i wonder what are they thinking in their mind at that time? is the mother worried about her child at home while she's rushing for work? is the girl still on a high note of what happened last night with her boyfriend? or i wonder, maybe the guy in the black suit is thinking of heading for a breakfast somewhere at starbucks. and owh! the lady over there must have forgotten something, her face is full of dismay. should i help her? owh, what a warm family they have here, having a warm breakfast together before going anywhere else. i like the feeling. i wish to have that kind of breeze over me. for i wish to make the breeze be as real as possible. be as memorable as possible. for as long as i can remember. for as long as i can treasure. for as long as.....for as long as till when?

and so the rain has decided to release itself. prickles & droplets of water that i can feel it on my skin. why is it not painful? do water has feelings? do they cry? is that why there's such thing as 'rain'? and that is why the gloomy sky? dark and grey. it reflects my mood oh so well. grey colors. grey tone of colors. what any other grey available out there? please tell me so. i need colors. more colors. please.


owh fuck, i forgot to bring my own umbrella.

Labels: Rants and Rambles

i feel sick. very sick. i hate pms moments. i hate cramps. i hate my first and second day. i feel tired and crampy. someone please help get me out of the office, and find a way back to my home, to my bed... =(

i woke up as usual, ready for work, went to the bathroom, and lo and behold, i feel nausea and almost fainted. i grabbed and pulled the door out, rush for the living room's plushy sofa, and pushing my whole weight onto it, damn, whats wrong with me? im having cold sweats, my legs are feeling weak and wobbly. wait a minute, my whole body feels weak. food poisoning came into my mind, i thought i was hit by it. but after resting for awhile, i tried another second try for the bathroom, and same thing happened. now what is fucking wrong with me? then i decided to go back upstairs, and lie on the bed. baby was shock to see my face covered in white, asked me whats wrong, and told me to not go to work. i lie down for 30 minutes and decided i have taken a lot of mc before, might as well give myself another chance to get up, and i feel a whole lot better, despite the annoying stinging cramp on my abdomen. and at last, i finally came to work.

in fact, im still having severe cramps & headaches. so, im still thinking, should i take a half day off today instead? hurmmm....

in the end, i stayed the whole day through office, covering my pain ashen face, and being all smiley. life, thats it.

Labels: Rants and Rambles